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me, can witness that I loved him as dearly as if he had been my own son. Indeed, I have considered him as a child sent by fortune to my care. I still remember the innocent, the helpless 'situation in which I found him. I feel the tender pressure of his little hands at this moment'He was my darling, indeed he was.' At which words he ceased, and the tears stood in his eyes.

As the answer which Mrs. Miller made may lead us into fresh matters, we will here stop to account for the visible alteration in Mr. Allworthy's mind, and the abatement of his anger to Jones. Revolutions of this kind, it is true, do frequently occur in histories and dramatic writers, for no other reason than because the history or play draws to a conclusion, and are justified by authority of Authors; yet though we insist upon as much authority as any Author whatever, we shall use this power very sparingly, and never but when we are driven to it by necessity, which we do not at present foresee will happen in this work.

This alteration then in the mind of Mr. Allworthy was occasioned by a letter he had just received from Mr. Square, and which we shall give the reader in the beginning of the next chapter.

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CHAP. IV.

Containing Two Letters in very different Styles.

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MY WORTHY FRIEND,

INFORMED you in my last, that I was for"bidden the use of the waters, as they were found by experience rather to increase than lessen the "symptoms of my distemper. I must now ac"quaint you with a piece of news, which, I be"lieve, will afflict my friends more than it hath "afflicted me. Dr. Harrington and Dr. Brewster

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"I have somewhere read, that the great use of philosophy is to learn to die. I will not there"fore so far disgrace mine as to shew any surprise "at receiving a lesson which I must be thought "to have so long studied. Yet, to say the truth, one page of the Gospel teaches this lesson better "than all the volumes of ancient or modern philosophers. The assurance it gives us of another life "is a much stronger support to a good mind, than "all the consolations that are drawn from the ne"cessity of nature, the emptiness or satiety of our enjoyments here, or any other topic of those "declamations which are sometimes capable of "arming our minds with a stubborn patience in "bearing the thoughts of death; but never of raising them to a real contempt of it, and much "less of making us think it is a real good. I would "not here be understood to throw the horrid cen"sure of atheism, or even the absolute denial of "immortality, on all who are called philosophers. Many of that sect, as well ancient as modern, "have, from the light of reason, discovered some hopes of a future state; but, in reality, that light "was so faint and glimmering, and the hopes were so uncertain and precarious, that it may be justly doubted on which side their belief turned. "Plato himself concludes his Phædon with declar

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ing, that his best arguments amount only to raise a probability; and Cicero himself seems "rather to profess an inclination to believe, than any actual belief in the doctrines of immortality. "As to myself, to be very sincere with you, I "never was much in carnest in this faith, till I was "in earnest a christian.

"You will perhaps wonder at the latter expres"sion; but I assure you it hath not been till very lately, that I could, with truth, call myself so. The pride of philosophy had intoxicated my rea

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son, and the sublimest of all wisdom appeared to me, as it did to the Greeks of old, to be foolish"ness. God hath however been so gracious to shew "me my error in time, and to bring me into the 66 way of truth, before I sunk into utter darkness for ever.

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"I find myself beginning to grow weak, I shall "therefore hasten to the main purpose of this "letter,

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When I reflect on the actions of my past life, "I know of nothing which sits heavier upon my "conscience, than the injustice I have been guilty "of to that poor wretch your adopted son. I have "indeed not only connived at the villany of "others, but been myself active in injustice to"wards him. Believe me, my dear friend, when I "tell you on the word of a dying man, he hath "been basely injured. As to the principal fact,

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upon the misrepresentation of which you dis"carded him, I solemnly assure you he is innocent. "When you lay upon your supposed deathbed, he was the only person in the house who testified "any real concern; and what happened after"wards arose from the wildness of his joy on your recovery; and, I am sorry to say it, from the "baseness of another person (but it is my desire

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to justify the innocent, and to accuse none). "Believe me, my friend, this young man hath the "noblest generosity of heart, the most perfect ca

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pacity for friendship, the highest integrity, and "indeed every virtue which can ennoble a man. "He hath some faults, but among them is not to "be numbered the least want of duty or gratitude "towards you. On the contrary, I am satisfied when you dismissed him from your house, his heart bled for you more than for himself.

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Worldly motives were the wicked and base "reasons of my concealing this from you so long: to reveal it now I can have no inducement but "the desire of serving the cause of truth, of doing

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"right to the innocent, and of making all the "amends in my power for a past offence. I hope "this declaration therefore will have the effect de"sired, and will restore this deserving young man "to your favour; the hearing of which, while I am yet alive, will afford the utmost consolation to,

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SIR,

"Your most obliged,

"obedient humble servant,

"THOMAS SQUARE."

The reader will, after this, scarce wonder at the revolution so visibly appearing in Mr. Allworthy, notwithstanding he received from Thwackum, by the same post, another letter of a very different kind, which we shall here add, as it may possibly be the last time we shall have occasion to mention the name of that gentleman,

'SIR,

'I AM not at all surprised at hearing from your worthy nephew a fresh instance of the villany of Mr. Square, the atheist's young pupil. I shall not 'wonder at any murders he may commit; and I heartily pray that your own blood may not seal up his final commitment to the place of wailing 'and gnashing of teeth.

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'Though you cannot want sufficient calls to repentance for the many unwarrantable weaknesses exemplified in your behaviour to this wretch, so much to the prejudice of your own lawful family, and of your character; I say, though these may sufficiently be supposed to prick and goad your 'conscience at this season; I should yet be wanting to my duty, if I spared to give you some ad'monition in order to bring you to a due sense of your errors. I therefore pray you seriously to 'consider the judgement which is likely to over

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take this wicked villain; and let it serve at least as a warning to you, that you may not for the 'future despise the advice of one who is so indefatigable in his prayers for your welfare.

Had not my hand been withheld from due correction, I had scourged much of this diabolical spirit out of a boy, of whom from his infancy I 'discovered the devil had taken such entire pos'session. But reflections of this kind now come 'too late.

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I am sorry you have given away the living of Westerton so hastily. I should have applied on that occasion earlier, had I thought you would 'not have acquainted me previous to the disposiYour objection to pluralities is being righteous over-much. If there were any crime in the practice, so many godly men would not agree to it. If the vicar of Aldergrove should die (as we hear he is in a declining way), I hope you will think of me, since I am certain you must be convinced of my most sincere attachment to your highest welfare-a welfare to which all worldly 'considerations are as trifling as the small tithes mentioned in scripture are, when compared to the weighty matters of the law.

'I am, Sir,

"Your faithful humble servant, ROGER THWACKUM.'

This was the first time Thwackum ever wrote in this authoritative style to Allworthy, and of this he had afterwards sufficient reason to repent, as in the case of those who mistake the highest degree of goodness for the lowest degree of weakness. Allworthy had indeed never liked this man. He knew him to be proud and ill-natured; he also knew that his divinity itself was tinctured with his temper, and such as in many respects he him

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