PREFACE.

THE following Discourses were drawn up about twelve months since, when I expected a speedy opportunity of delivering them from the pulpit.. As the views I then had are now over-ruled, I take this method of laying them before the public; that those who have thought proper to foretel the part I would have acted, and the doctrine I would have taught, if my desires had taken place, may be either satisfied or silenced.

Yet I should not have thought it worth my while, to give either myself or others this trouble, merely for my own vindication. Attempts of this kind usually imply too much of a man's importance to himself, to be either acceptable or successful. Or, at best, it can be a point of no great moment to my real happiness, what the few persons to whom my little name is known, are pleased to say or think of me. Nothing but great inattention to our true circumstances, can afford us leisure either to censure others, or to justify ourselves; unless when the interest of religion or morality are evidently concerned. A few years will fix and determine our characters beyond all possibility of mistake; and till then it would be vain to hope for it.

The true reasons therefore of this publication are, the importance of the subjects treated of; and the probability that, upon this occasion, many persons who have not yet considered them with the attention they deserve, may be induced (some from a motive of friendship, and others from curiosity) to read what might appear in my name, the rather for being

mine.

Had I wrote with a design to print, I should have chose to put my sentiments in another form: and perhaps a desire to

avoid the censure of severe critics, would have made me more solicitous about expression and method. But as I profess to publish not what I might, but what I really would have spoken; I could not allow myself to deviate from my first draught, except in a few places where I thought the sense entangled, ambiguous, or defective. For the same reason, I am forced to decline the judgement and correction of my friends, the advantages of which, as well as my own great need of them, I have more than once experienced.

If there is found in some places a coincidence of thought or expression, I hope it will be excused; as I had not the least apprehension, at the time of composing, that what I designed for distinct and separate occasions, would ever appear abroad in one view,

In a word; so far as these essays are mine, I entreat a candid perusal; and that those who read them in order to form their judgement of the author, do not make their estimate from a sentence here and there; but have the patience to read them throughout. So far as what they contain is agreeable to Scripture, reason, and experience, an apology would be impertinent. In this case they deserve attention. Every particle of truth is valuable in itself, by whatever means or instruments it may be conveyed to us; and like a torch displays itself by its own light, without any relation to the hand that bears it.

Liverpool, January 1, 1760.

AN

AUTHENTIC NARRATIVE

OF

SOME REMARKABLE AND INTERESTING PARTICULARS

IN THE

LIFE OF ********

COMMUNICATED,

IN A SERIES OF LETTERS,

TO THE

REV. T. HAWEIS,

RECTOR OF ALDWINCLE, NORTHAMPTONSHIRE ;

AND BY HIM, AT THE REQUEST OF FRIENDS, NOW MADE PUBLIC,

I will bring the blind by a way that they knew not, I will lead them in paths that they have not known; I will make darkness light before them, and crooked things straight. These things will I do unto them, and not forsake them. Is. xlii. 16.

I am as a wonder unto many. Psal. lxxi. 7.