means the woman? said I.-Mean! said she, (turning it off;) why, I mean I would come, if I was he, and put an end to all your fears, by making you as happy as you wish.-It is out of his power, said I, to make me happy, great and rich as he is! but by leaving me innocent, and giving me liberty to go to my dear father and mother.

She went away soon after, and I ended my letter, in hopes to have an opportunity to lay it in the appointed place. So I went to her, and said, I suppose, as it is not dark, I may take another turn in the garden. It is too late, said she; but if you will go, don't stay; and, Nan, see and attend Madam, as she called me.

So I went towards the pond, the maid following me, and dropt purposely my hussy: and when I came near the tiles, I said, Mrs Anne, I have dropt my hussy; be so kind as to look for it; I had it by the pond side. She went back to look, and I slipt the note between the tiles, and covered them as quick as I could with the light mould, quite unperceived; and the maid finding the hussy, I took it, and sauntered in again, and met Mrs Jewkes coming to see after me. What I wrote was this:

"REVEREND SIR,

"THE want of an opportunity to speak my mind to you, I am sure, will excuse this boldness in a poor creature that is betrayed hither, I have reason to think, for the worst of purposes. You know something, to be sure, of my story, my native poverty, which I am not ashamed of, my late lady's goodness, and my master's designs upon me. It is true he promises honour, and all that; but the honour of the wicked is disgrace and shame to the virtuous: and he may think he keeps his promises, according to the notions he may allow himself to hold; and yet, according to mine and every good body's, basely ruin me.

"I am so wretched, and ill-treated by this Mrs Jewkes, and she is so ill-principled a woman, that, as I may soon want the opportunity which the happy hint of this day affords to my hopes, I throw myself at once upon your goodness, without the least reserve; for I cannot be worse than I am, should that fail me; which, I dare say, to your power, it will not: for I see it, sir, in your looks, I hope it from your cloth, and I doubt it not from your inclination, in a case circumstanced as my unhappy one is. For, sir, in helping me out of my present distress, you perform all the acts of religion in one; and the highest mercy and charity, both to the body and soul of a poor wretch, that, believe me, sir, has, at present, not so much as in thought swerved from her innocence.

"Is there not some way to be found out for my escape, without danger to yourself? Is there no gentleman or lady of virtue in this neighbourhood, to whom I may fly, only till I can

find a way to get to my poor father and mother? Cannot Lady Davers be made acquainted with my sad story, by your conveying a letter to her? My poor parents are so low in the world, they can do nothing but break their hearts for me; and that, I fear, will be the end of it.

"My master promises, if I will be easy, as he calls it, in my present lot, he will not come down without my consent. Alas! sir, this is nothing: for what's the promise of a person who thinks himself at liberty to act as he has done by me? If he comes, it must be to ruin me; and come to be sure he will, when he thinks he has silenced the clamours of my friends, and lulled me, as no doubt he hopes, into a fatal security.

"Now, therefore, sir, is all the time I have to work and struggle for the preservation of my honesty. If I stay till he comes, I am undone. You have a key to the back garden-door; 1 have great hopes from that. Study, good sir, and contrive for me. I will faithfully keep your secret.-Yet I should be loath to have you suffer for me!

I say no more, but commit this to the happy tiles, in the bosom of that earth, where, I hope, my deliverance will take root, and bring forth such fruit as may turn to my inexpressible joy and your eternal reward, both here and hereafter as shall ever pray,

"Your oppressed humble servant.”

THURSDAY.

This completes a terrible week since my setting out, as I hoped to see you, my dear father and mother. O how different were my hopes then from what they are now! Yet who knows what these happy tiles may produce!

But I must tell you, first, how I have been beaten by Mrs Jewkes! It is very true! And thus it came about:

My impatience was great to walk in the garden, to see if any thing had offered, answerable to my hopes. But this wicked Mrs Jewkes would not let me go without her, and said, she was not at leisure. We had a great many words about it; for I told her, it was very hard I could not be trusted to walk by myself in the garden for a little air, but must be dogged and watched worse than a thief. She still pleaded her instructions, and said she was not to trust me out of her sight: And you had better, said she, be easy and contented, I assure you; for I have worse orders than you have yet found. I remember, added she, your asking Mr Williams if there were any gentry in the neighbourhood? This makes me suspect you want to get away to them, to tell your sad dismal story, as you call it.

My heart was at my mouth; for I feared, by that hint, she had seen my letter under the tiles. O how uneasy I was! At last she said, Well,

since you take on so, you may take a turn, and I will be with you in a minute.

When I was out of sight of her window, I speeded towards the hopeful place; but was soon forced to slacken my pace, by her odious voice: Hey-day, why so nimble, and whither so fast? said she; what! are you upon a wager? I stopt for her till her pursy sides were waddled up to me; and she held by my arm, half out of breath; so I was forced to pass by the dear place, without daring to look at it.

The gardener was at work a little farther, and so we looked upon him, and I began to talk about his art; but she said, softly, My instructions are, not to let you be so familiar with the servants. Why, said I, are you afraid I should confederate with them to commit a robbery upon my master?—Maybe I am, said the odious wretch; for to rob him of yourself, would be the worst that could happen to him, in his opinion. -And pray, said I, walking on, how came I to be his property? What right has he in me, but such as a thief may plead to stolen goods?— Why, was ever the like heard? says she; this is downright rebellion, I protest! Well, well, lambkin, (which the foolish often calls me,) if I was in his place, he should not have his property in you long questionable.-Why, what would you do, said I, if you were he?-Not stand shill-I-shall-I, as he does, but put you and himself both out of your pain.-Why, Jezebel, said I, (I could not help it,) would you ruin me by force? Upon this she gave me a deadly slap upon my shoulder: Take that, said she; whom do you call Jezebel?

I was so surprised, (for you never beat me, my dear father and mother, in your lives,) that I was like one thunder-struck, and looked round, as if I wanted somebody to help me ; but, alas! I had nobody; and said, at last, rubbing my shoulder, Is this also in your instructions? Alas for me! am I to be beaten too? and so fell acrying, and threw myself upon the grass walk we were upon. Said she, in a great pet, I won't be called such names, I'll assure you. 'Marry come up! I see you have a spirit; you must and shall be kept under. I'll manage such little provoking things as you, I warrant ye! Come, come, we'll go in a-doors, and I'll lock you up, and you shall have no shoes, nor any thing else, if this be the case.

I did not know what to do. This was a cruel thing to me, and I blamed myself for my free speech; for now I have given her some pretence: and O! thought I, here I have, by my malapertness, ruined the only project I had left.

The gardener saw this scene; but she called to him, Well, Jacob, what do you stare at? Pray mind what you're upon. And away he walked to another quarter, out of sight.

Jewkes, said I.-None of your dears, and your coaxing, said she; why not Jezebel again? She was in a fearful passion, I saw, and I was out of my wits. Thought I, I have often heard women blamed for their tongues; I wish mine had been shorter. But I can't go in, said I, indeed I can't.-Why, said she, can't you? I'll warrant I can take such a thin body as you under my arm, and carry you in, if you won't walk; you don't know my strength.-Yes, but I do, said I, too well; and will you not use me worse when I come in? So I arose, and she muttered to herself all the way, She to be a Jezebel with me, that had used me so well! and such like.

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When I came near the house, I said, sitting down upon a settle-bench, Well, I will not go in, till you say you forgive me, Mrs Jewkes. If you will forgive my calling you that name, will forgive your beating me. She sat down by me, and seemed in a great pucker, and said, Well, come, I will forgive you for this time; and so kissed me, as a mark of reconciliation. But pray, said I, tell me where I am to walk and go, and give me what liberty you can; and when I know the most you can favour me with, you shall see I will be as content as I can, and not ask you for more.-Ay, said she, this is something like: I wish I could give you all the liberty you desire; for you must think it is no pleasure to me to tie you to my petticoat, as it were, and not let you stir without me. people that will do their duties must have some trouble; and what I do, is to serve as good a master, to be sure, as lives.-Yes, said I, to every body but me!-He loves you too well, to be sure, returned she, and that's the reason; so you ought to bear it.-I say, love! replied I.Come, said she, don't let the wench see you have been crying, nor tell her any tales; for you won't tell them fairly, I am sure; and I'll send her, and you shall take another walk in the garden, if you will: maybe it will get you a stomach to your dinner; for you don't eat enough to keep life and soul together. You are beauty to the bone, added the strange wretch, or you could not look so well as you do, with so little stomach, so little rest, and so much pining and whining for nothing at all.-Well, thought I, say what thou wilt, so I can be rid of thy bad tongue and company; and I hope to find some opportunity now to come at my sunflower. But I walked the other way, to take that in my return, to avoid suspicion.

I forced my discourse to the maid, but it was all upon general things; for I find she is asked after every thing I say and do. When I came near the place, as I had been devising, I said, Pray step to the gardener, and ask him to gather a sallad for me to dinner. She called out, Jacob!

tell him I should like a cucumber too, if he has one. When she had stept about a bow-shot from me, I popt down, and whipt my fingers under

the upper tile, and pulled out a letter without direction, and thrust it in my bosom, trembling for joy. She was with me before I could well secure it; and I was in such a taking, that I feared I should discover myself. You seem frightened, madam, said she.-Why, said I, with a lucky thought, (alas! your poor daughter will make an intriguer by and by, but I hope an innocent one,) I stooped to smell at the sunflower, and a great nasty worm ran into the ground, that startled me, for I can't abide worms. -Said she, Sunflowers don't smell.-So I find, replied I. And then we walked in; and Mrs Jewkes said, Well, you have made haste now ; you shall go another time.

I went up to my closet, locked myself in, and, opening my letter, found in it these words:

"I AM infinitely concerned for your distress. I most heartily wish it may be in my power to serve and save so much innocence, beauty, and merit. My whole dependence is upon Mr Band I have a near view of being provided for by his favour to me. But yet I would sooner forfeit all my hopes in him, (trusting in God for the rest,) than not assist you, if possible. I never looked upon Mr B- in the light he now appears in to me, in your case. To be sure, he is no professed debauchee; but I am entirely of opinion you should, if possible, get out of his hands, and especially, as you are in very bad ones in Mrs Jewkes's.

"We have here the widow Lady Jones, mistress of a good fortune, and a woman of virtue, I believe. We have also old Sir Simon Darnford, and his lady, who is a good woman, and they have two daughters, virtuous young ladies. All the rest are but middling people, and traders at best. I will try, if you please, either Lady Jones, or Lady Darnford, if they'll permit you to take refuge with them. I see no probability of keeping myself concealed in this matter, but will, as I said, risk all things to serve you; for I never saw a sweetness and innocence like yours, and your hard case has attached me entirely to you; for I know, as you so happily express, if I can serve you in this case, I shall thereby perform all the acts of religion in one.

"As to Lady Davers, I will convey a letter, if you please, to her; but it must not be from our post-house, I give you caution, for the man owes all his bread to Mr B and his place too; and I believe, by something that dropt from him over a can of ale, has his instructions. You don't know how you are surrounded; all which confirms me in your opinion, that no honour is meant you, let what will be professed; and I am glad you want no caution on that head.

"Give me leave to say, that I had heard much in your praise, but, I think, greatly short of what you deserve, both as to person and mind: my eyes convince me of the one, your letter of

the other. For fear of losing the present lucky. opportunity, I am longer than otherwise I should be. But I will not enlarge, any farther than to assure you that I am, to the best of my power, "Your faithful friend and servant, "ARTHUR WILLIAMS.

"I will come once every morning and once every evening, after school-time, to look for your letters. I'll come in, and return without going into the house, if I see the coast clear, otherwise, to avoid suspicion, I'll come in."

I instantly, in answer to this pleasing letter, wrote as follows:

"REVEREND SIR,

"O How suited to your function and your character is your kind letter! God bless you for it! I now think I am beginning to be happy. I should be sorry to have you suffer on my account; but I hope it will be made up to you an hundred-fold, by that God whom you so faithfully serve. I should be too happy, could I ever have it in my power to contribute in the least to it. But, alas! to serve me must be for God's sake only; for I am poor and lowly in fortune, though in mind, I hope, too high to do a mean or unworthy deed to gain a kingdom. But I lose time.

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Any way you think best, I should be pleased with; for I know not the persons, nor in what manner it is best to apply to them. I am glad of the hint you so kindly give me of the man at the post-house. I was thinking of opening a way for myself by letter, when I could have opportunity; but I see more and more that I am, indeed, strangely surrounded with dangers, and that there is no dependence to be made on my master's honour.

"I should think, sir, if either of those ladies would give leave, I might some way get out by favour of your key; and as it is impossible, watched as I am, to know when it can be, suppose, sir, you could get one made by it, and put it, the next opportunity, under the sun-flower? I am sure no time is to be lost, because it is rather my wonder that she is not thoughtful about this key, than otherwise, for she forgets not the minutest thing. But, sir, if I had this key, I could, if these ladies would not shelter me, run away any where; and if I was once out of the house, they could have no pretence to force me again, for I have done no harm, and hope to make my story good to any compassionate body; and by this way you need not to be known. Torture should not wring it from me, I assure you.

"One thing more, good sir. Have you no correspondence with my master's Bedfordshire family? By that means, maybe, I could be informed of his intention of coming hither, and

when. I inclose you a letter of a deceitful wretch-for I can trust you with any thingPoor John Arnold. Its contents will tell why I inclose it. Perhaps, by his means, something may be discovered; for he seems willing to atone for his treachery to me, by the intimation of future service. I leave the hint to you to improve upon, and am, "Reverend Sir,

"Your for ever obliged and thankful servant.

"I hope, sir, by your favour, I could send a little packet, now and then, somehow, to my poor father and mother. I have a little stock of money, about five or six guineas: shall I put half in your hands, to defray the charge of a man and horse, or any other incidents?"

I had but just time to transcribe this, before I was called to dinner; and I put that for Mr Williams, with a wafer in it, in my bosom, to get an opportunity to lay it in the dear place.

O, good sirs, of all the flowers in the garden, the sunflower, sure, is the loveliest !-It is a propitious one to me! How nobly my plot succeeds! But I begin to be afraid my writings may be discovered, for they grow large; I stitch them hitherto in my under-coat, next my linen. But if this brute should search me-I must try to please her, and then she won't.

Well, I am but just come off from a walk in the garden, and have deposited my letter by a simple wile. I got some horse-beans, and we took a turn in the garden, to angle, as Mrs Jewkes had promised me. She baited the hook, and I held it, and soon hooked a lovely carp. Play it, play it, said she: I did, and brought it to the bank. A sad thought just then come into my head; and I took it, and threw it in again; and O the pleasure it seemed to have, to flounce in, when at liberty!-Why this? says she.-O Mrs Jewkes! said I, I was thinking this poor carp was the unhappy Pamela; I was likening you and myself to my naughty master. As we hooked and deceived the poor carp, so was I betrayed by false baits; and when you said, Play it, play it, it went to my heart, to think I should sport with the destruction of the poor fish I had betrayed, and I could not but fling it in again: and did you not see the joy with which the happy carp flounced from us? O! said I, may some good merciful body procure me my liberty in the same manner; for, to be sure, I think my danger equal.-Lord bless thee! said she, what a thought is there!--Well, I can angle no more, added Ï.—I'll try my fortune, said she, and took the rod.-Do, answered I, and I will plant life, if I can, while you are destroying it. I have some horse-beans here, and will go and stick them in one of the borders, to see how long they will be coming up; and I will call them my garden.

So you see, dear father and mother, (I hope now you will soon see; for, maybe, if I can't get away so soon myself, I may send my papers somehow; I say you will see,) that this furnishes me with a good excuse to look after my garden another time; and if the mould should look a little freshish, it won't be so much suspected. She mistrusted nothing of this; and I went and stuck in here and there my beans, for about the length of five ells, of each side of the sunflower, and easily deposited my letter. And not a little proud am I of this contrivance. Sure something will do at last!

FRIDAY, SATURDAY,

I have just now told you a trick of mine; now I'll tell you a trick of this wicked woman's. She comes up to me: Says she, I have a bill I cannot change till to-morrow; and a tradesman wants his money most sadly and I don't love to turn poor trades-folks away without their money. Have you any about you?--I have a little, replied I. How much will do ?-Oh! said she, I want eight pounds.-Alack! said I, I have but between five and six.-Lend me that, said she, till to-morrow.-I did so; and she went down stairs: and when she came up, she laughed, and said, Well, I have paid the tradesman.-Said I, I hope you'll give it me again tomorrow.-At that, the assurance, laughing loud, said, Why, what occasion have you for money? To tell you the truth, lambkin, I didn't want it. I only feared you might make a bad use of it; and now I can trust Nan with you a little oftener, especially as I have got the key of your portmantcau; so that you can neither corrupt her with money nor fine things.-Never did any body look more silly than I. O how I fretted, to be so foolishly outwitted! And the more, as I had hinted to Mr Williams, that I would put some in his hands to defray the charges of my sending to you. I cried for vexation. And now I have not five shillings left to support me, if I can get away. Was ever such a fool as I? I must be priding myself in my contrivances, indeed! said I. Was this your instructions, wolfkin? (for she called me lambkin.)-Jezebel, you mean, child, said she. Well, I now forgive you heartily; let's buss and be friends.-Out upon you! said I; I cannot bear you! But I durst not call her names again; for I dread her huge paw most sadly. The more I think of this thing, the more do I regret it, and blame myself.

This night the man from the post-house brought a letter for Mrs Jewkes, in which was one inclosed to me. She brought it me up. Said she, Well, my good master don't forget us. He has sent you a letter; and see what he writes to me. So she read, That he hoped her fair charge was well, happy, and contented.— Ay, to be sure, said I, I can't choose.--That he

did not doubt her care and kindness to me; that I was very dear to him; and she could not use me too well; and the like. There's a master for you! said she; sure you will love and pray for him.-I desired her to read the rest.-No, no, said she, but I won't.-Said I, Are there any orders for taking my shoes away, and for beating me?—No, said she, nor about Jezebel neither. Well, returned I, I cry truce; for I have no mind to be beat again.-I thought, said she, we had forgiven one another.

My letter is as follows:

"MY DEAR PAMELA,

"I BEGIN to repent already, that I have bound myself, by promise, not to see you till you give me leave; for I think the time very tedious. Can you place so much confidence in me, as to invite me down? Assure yourself that your generosity shall not be thrown away upon me. I the rather would press this, as I am uneasy for your uneasiness; for Mrs Jewkes acquaints me, that you take your restraint very heavily; and neither eat, drink, nor rest well; and I have too great an interest in your health, not to wish to shorten the time of this trial, which will be the consequence of my coming down to you. John, too, has intimated to me your concern, with a grief that hardly gave him leave for utterance; a grief that a little alarmed my tenderness for you. Not that I fear any thing, but that your disregard to me, which yet my proud heart will hardly permit me to own, may throw you upon some rashness that might encourage a daring hope. But how poorly do I descend, to be anxious about such a menial as he !-I will only say one thing, that if you will give me leave to attend you at the Hall, (consider who it is that requests this from you as a favour,) I solemnly declare, that you shall have cause to be pleased with this obliging mark of your confidence in me, and consideration for me; and if I find Mrs Jewkes has not behaved to you with the respect due to one I so dearly love, I will put it entirely into your power to discharge her the house, you think proper; and Mrs Jervis, or who else you please, shall attend you in her place. This I say on a hint John gave me, as if you resented something from that quarter. Dearest Pamela, answer favourably this earnest request of one that cannot live without you; and on whose honour to you, you may absolutely depend; and so much the more, as you place a confidence in it. I am, and assuredly ever will be,

if

"Your faithful and affectionate, &c,

"You will be glad, I know, to hear your father and mother are well, and easy upon your last letter. That gave me a pleasure that I am resolved you shall not repent. Mrs Jewkes will convey to me your answer.'

I but slightly read this letter for the present, to give way to one I had hopes of finding by this. time from Mr Williams. I took an evening turn, as I called it, in Mrs Jewkes's company; and walking by the place, I said, Do you think, Mrs Jewkes, any of my beans can have struck since yesterday?-She laughed, and said, You are a poor gardener; but I love to see you divert yourself. She passing on, I found my good friend had provided for me; and slipping it in my bosom, (for her back was towards me,) Here, said I, (having a bean in my hand,) is one of them, but it has not stirred.-No, to be sure, said she, and turned upon me a most wicked jest, unbecoming the mouth of a woman, about planting, &c. When I came in, I hied to my closet, and read as follows :—

"I AM Sorry to tell you, that I have had a repulse from Lady Jones. She is concerned at your case, she says; but don't care to make herself enemies. I applied to Lady Darnford, and told her, in the most pathetic manner I could, your sad story, and shewed her your more pathetic letter. I found her well disposed; but she would advise with Sir Simon, who, by the by, is not a man of an extraordinary character for virtue; but he said to his lady in my presence, Why, what is all this, my dear, but that our neighbour has a mind to his mother's waiting-maid? And if he takes care she wants for nothing, I don't see any great injury will be done her. He hurts no family by this:”—(So, my dear father and mother, it seems that poor people's honesty is to go for nothing :)—" And I think, Mr Williams, you, of all men, should not engage in this affair, against your friend and patron. He spoke this in so determined a manner, that the lady had done; and I had only to beg no notice should be taken of the matter as from me.

"I have ninted your case to Mr Peters, the minister of this parish; but I am concerned to say, that he imputed selfish views to me, as if I would make an interest in your affections by my zeal. And when I represented the duties of our function, and the like, and protested my disinterestedness, he coldly said, I was very good; but was a young man, and knew little of the world. And though it was a thing to be lamented, yet, when he and I should set about to reform mankind in this respect, we should have enough upon our hands; for, he said, it was too common and fashionable a case to be withstood by a private clergyman or two; and then he uttered some reflections upon the conduct of the present fathers of the church, in regard to the first personages of the realm, as a justification of his coldness on this score.

"I represented the different circumstances of your affair; that other women lived evilly by their own consent, but to serve you, was to save