That whom I should Speak and behold, It driveth me still behind. My wits be past, My life doth waste, My comfort is exiled; And I in haste, Am like to taste How love hath me beguiled. Unless that right May in her sight Obtain pity and grace; Why should a wight Yet I, alas! Am in such case; That back I cannot go ; But still forth trace A patient pace, And suffer secret woe. For with the wind My fired mind Doth still inflame; And she unkind That did me bind, Doth turn it all to game. Yet can no pain Make me refrain, Nor here and there to range; I shall retain Hope to obtain Her heart that is so strange. But I require The painful fire, That oft doth make me sweat; For all my ire, With like desire, To give her heart a heat. Then she shall prove How I her love, And what I have offer'd; Which should her move, For to remove The pains that I have suffer'd. And better fee Than she gave me, She shall of me attain; For whereas she Shewed cruelty, She shall my heart obtain. THE DISDAINFUL LADY REFUSING TO HEAR HER LOVER'S SUIT, HE RESOLVETH TO FORSAKE HER. Now all of change Must be my song, And from my bond now must I break ; Since she so strange, Unto my wrong, Doth stop her ears, to hear me speak. Yet none doth know So well as she, My grief, which can have no restraint; That fain would follow, Now needs must flee, For fault of ear unto my plaint. I am not he By false assays, Nor feigned faith can bear in hand; Though most I see That such always Are best for to be understand. VOL. II. L But I that truth Hath always meant, Doth still proceed to serve in vain : My time mispent, And doth not pass upon my pain. Of Fortune's might That each compels, And me the most, it doth suffice; Now for my right To ask nought else But to withdraw this enterprise. And for the gain Of that good hour, Which of my woe shall be relief; I shall refrain By painful power, The thing that most hath been my grief. I shall not miss To exercise The help thereof which doth me teach, That after this In any wise To keep right within my reach. And she unjust Which feareth not In this her fame to be defiled, Yet once I trust Shall be my lot To quite the craft that me beguiled. THE ABSENT LOVER FINDETH ALL HIS ABSENCE, absenting causeth me to complain, For to cut the thread of this wretched life, trarious, con-> And clean from her presence she hath exiled me, Wandering all about as one without mate; What remedy, alas! to rejoice my woful heart, With sighs suspiring most ruefully; Now welcome! I am ready to depart; Farewell all pleasure! welcome pain and smart! |